Sorrow

Sorrow fills my heart...
... when I think of the distance that keeps us far apart
... when hatred emanating from you still kills my grieving heart...

Sorrow fills my heart...
... when I hold you but can't seem to close my arms
... when realizing its a dream wears off the charms...

Sorrow fills my heart...
... when I see you can't recognize the searing intensity with which I pine 
... when my crying heart's forever is just our special love's shrine...

Sorrow fills my heart...
... when I look at you but you seem to look beyond 'n faraway
... when feeling your presence in virtual space is the only way...

Sorrow fills my heart...
... when I memories remind me of words that left me aghast
... when sleep evades me as your dreams keep flashing past...

Sorrow fills my heart...
... when I wanna speak my mind 'n clear all doubt
... when a sigh is all I can muster for all the pain its about...

Sorrow fills my heart...
... when I know my heart's true with love, loyalty 'n trust for you
... when intensity of emotions haven't garnered the trust for you...

Sorrow still fills my heart...
... as I acknowledge our friendship 'n love wasn't meant for a long haul
... as realization dawns I'm burning in hell living the worst nightmare of all!!