Zombie

The past lives 

engraved in my memory

entirely

Simply can't forget

no matter how hard 

I try 

What's real is

only what's happening 

in this moment

Everything else 

even the second that goes 

is a frozen atonement

Crossroads of our lives

was where we met 'n bonded

We've had tears in our eyes

but yet we've smiled

Every moment spent with you 

comes flashing past 

The mere mention of your name

gives me tears to last

Absence couldn't stop me from 

sensing your dilemma through 

a sixth sense like connect

Pining for you 

has made me realise your 

true importance 'n worth 

in all respect

Wanting to call you

but not being able to do so

Promise that I once made

tying me back from making a go

Tried to reach out to you

many a times

Hoping you could sense my 

love 'n despair

at least at times

Zombie's look's

what I resemble now

Breathing

'cos can't just stop it anyhow

Whatever's happened 

has taken its toll 

on all that's mine

It's left a gaping hole

where 

once my heart used to smile...

...Once my heart used to smile!!