Introspecting...
Its been a while
since you went your way
Still think of
you every moment of every day
Every word,
every look is etched in my heart
Every moment,
every thought burns in my soul
Closing my eyes
to erase the memories all day
Just fooling
myself by trying to keep them away.
Your exit from
my world has left it barren
Smiles have
faded and nothing seems wanton
Your thoughts
make me even more lonesome
Every moment
wants me to find a reason
Why I'm unable
to let you go, you unwilling to be back
Life has just
become a confusing whirl of thoughts
More I try to
forget, more you return to my thoughts
Sitting here
staring at the stars, just thinking of you
Feeling bereft,
unloved, loneliness around me instead of you
Laying awake
under dark skies I stare into the night
Loneliness and
fear surround me, like the life's demons I fight.
Beautiful
memories have become shadows of our times together
Gnawing at my
mind are images of our last moments together
A mesh of deep
despair, anger, hurt, broken trust, and silent sighs
Indifference and
hatred from you still stifling my cries
Visions of you
tear my soul, just as tears of hurt flow unbridled
And flashing in
my eyes, is the pain of your heart, equally mirrored.
Love you, I did,
asking for love, trust and nothing much
Lust for me, You
did, leaving nothing that you didn't quite touch
Emotions for you
still break the dams of my heart
Knowing not how
to get us back to the start
Tears of love,
hurt and pain run down my cheek
Arms craving to
hold you, YOU, the one I seek.
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