Emptiness...

Intense longings mushroom in "Emptiness..."!!

These are times of intense longings

As I reflect on my life's worldly belongings

Trying desperately to locate mirrors to my soul

People, who've crushed me, some who've made me whole

Trying to understand where our roads crossed

Reliving sweet memories that are now embossed

Some cared, loved, stayed back 'cos I felt all alone

People, all who sauntered in, and some, who are now gone 

Fleeting moments, lasting times, shielded from the Sun

Leaving footprints on my heart, somersaulting, and making it run

Sounds and smells of your being hitting all my senses

Like the gusts of wind from the wilds, breaking all fences

Dreams and thoughts are not left untouched either

Leaving no space for my soul to take a second's breather

Bombarding my mind with images of your ever loving presence

Making me crave, pining, O' so much, for your warm embrace

I know, and feel, you do not wish to hold me near

And it's you who doesn't want me to hold you dear

Raging within my charred soul are fires of discontent

Raising questions, reasons that are forever pertinent

Living in a trance, being a Zombie is what life is like now

Soulless eyes seeking you to enliven them somehow

Sometimes I feel life has stopped moving even an inch ahead

Each day passes by leaving everything, and nothing unsaid

Dunno till when I can piece myself and hold them together

The way I keep loving you, the way I did, I do now, forever

Beginning to lose hope, scattering in skies, ashes of my soul

Hoping still, hoping you'll soon beckon me, love and console

Breathing your thoughts, sighing for the love of You

Tending to a broken heart, I seek love, only from You

Wonder when it's gonna happen, now, soon or never

Keep wondering, smiling, living, somehow, however!!

Will you hold me Now, Soon or Never??? 

...Love You, O' My Love, Then, Now and Forever!!